There are a ton of things I have to say. Unfortunately, I never seem to have the time to write them down. This is even more complicated by the fact that the dorm turns off our internet at 10pm and I'm at my most literate past midnight.
God, where do I start? Let's start the release of the results of the 2011 Bar Exams. Tatay didn't pass, and for the first time ever, I realized failure was possible. I have never worked hard. Never. No matter how difficult the situation, I knew I would get through it; no matter how major an exam, I was always sure I could pass it. Now I'm not so certain. Then there was the time in the middle of summer, when I found out my semestral average for the 2nd term was only 2.02. It was shameful to say the least. My parents were disappointed, my friends were disappointed but I think I was the most disheartened of all.
I know that I am by no means perfect. I guess, I just never realized that I wasn't invincible either.
I keep saying that I'll revive this blog but I can never seem to get around to actually posting. When I have the time to post, it's because things have been so tediously uneventful. When I do have so much I need to express, I simply don't have the energy anymore.
But I want to have a record of my life. I want to be able to picture in detail what my college life was like. I have no idea what to talk about first though, except that I miss high school and I miss my old friends. That I want nothing more than to have lunch with them and talk about anything and everything and nothing at all.
But I'll save that for next time. That way I have a topic for tomorrow's post.
I'm back and I'm here to stay. ;)
xoxo
